02 December 2007

I am so not great

I am at a loss.

I want there to be less of me.
I am so sick of the focus being on me.
and sick that still I like it when it is

moving forward requires not staying where I am
which is good
I'm sick of where I am, too.

How did I lose focus?
When did this start?
When will it end?

is it possible to return
but to surpass "before"
move into something new

JOY.
did it run away with my focus?
I want them back

PRAISE the lord
praise THE lord
praise the LORD

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